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Whenever u need to think, u run to that one place that for some reason u can figure out all the problems u have, truobles u cant figure out, and even just to mkae u happy. that one place were everything feels ok.. everything is just right. At that place u dont have a care in the world..... Just sitting there always made me feel like i knew who i was and i knew how i wanted things to be. but what happens when u dont have that place in walking distances anymore and u cant find a new place were u can go and think things out and is soo peaceful.. how do u figure out ur problems, how do u even figure out whats wrong and whats right...... I just cantr figure out how some peopel do it .... how do they sit there and figure stuff out and fix things........
I just wanna go away to that wonder place i once had ... before all this .... will u come with me? please.. i want u to see this place...its great ....(UNWUR)
<3tina
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[20 Apr 2005|04:11pm] |
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wow ...soo its been a while ... im not doing soo good... i stayed home from school today b/c i didnt feel well and i think its from stress..... all of last week and this week have been hell for me and i miss my sister and i just wish things could go back to normal and i could be ok at least......I cant remember the last time i smiled and it was a real one.... i guess everyone has there hard times but mine hit me all at once.....
*I miss seeing ur face .... u were always the one to reassure me .... and now i have no1 to go that for me .... I sooo out of it*
OHHHH sooo fucking out of it lately.....
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[29 Mar 2005|08:03pm] |
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Here are just a few words that explain what I think of You
Disgusted- To excite nausea or loathing in; sicken
Disapprove-To have an unfavorable opinion of; condemn
Asshole-insulting terms of address for people who are stupid or irritating or ridiculous
Stupid-Tending to make poor decisions or careless mistakes.
Dirt bag-A filthy or vile person.
Despised- To dislike intensely
Fucker- A despised person.
and one word that i dont like but fits u pretty good
---Used as a disparaging term for a person one dislikes or finds extremely disagreeable.
* Tina*
U called urself my "best frined", were we like sisters? Ohh soo u said...I never thought so low of u untill that day, ohh yeahh that day that u forgot to shut ur mouth, 1 turned into 5 or should i say 6.... but then again who knows it could be 10.... lies on top of lies... One more cant hurt ... Right?.... crying to everyone .. too bad no1 cares... b/c u fucked up and its time for u to grow up and live up to ur lies u call ur life.......
Personal??? OHH VERY MUCH SOO but then again everyone already knows ... a few more cant hurt
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[27 Mar 2005|10:02am] |
what sucks is u guys were the only thing that felt real in my life, and now after a while everything is seeming to fall apart. and i miss us... i miss the fact that it could just be us and no1 else and we were ok wiht that.... this past weekend made me relieze that us without one another sucks... i made the mistake by trying not to care as much.... but when it is us its like we never spent time away from each other ... or at least thats how it was... and i no everyone tends to get on each others nerves and everyone has fucked up and made someone really pissed off but people make mistakes and we all need to understand that.... sometimes time is ok but this time its been to long for my liking ... and im probably the only one that thinks that ..... and if so i guess ill have to deal wiht the fact that now we all wont have someone to hold each others hair back when were throwing up or we wont have anyone to tell all our problems too.... we wont have each other to give that super big hug to when its that fucked up day when everythign goes wrong... i guess what im trying to say is.. i wont have the best people to share my time wiht.....sometimes i just wish i could go back in time and change the things i said or things that were said to me and make sure that everythign went fine and nothing got fucked over...i no people sayy change is good but i guess this one isnt...... I wanna just take it back
please comment (u no who u r)
Tina
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[20 Mar 2005|12:53pm] |
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I miss S.P.E.D
Alottt!!!! :(
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[17 Mar 2005|07:53pm] |
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I just fucking love it when something means the world to u and the people who mean the world to u can care less. It just really gets me upset and pissed.... and maybe its just me but i dont like when people break there promises to me.. but i mean i no for a fact if it was someone else they would have been there for them .... but guess what NOw i dont want u too be there and i dont need u to support what i do or feel ... b/c u never have or will be there for me .... no surprise... I just thought shit changed.... BUt im always wrong soo it doesnt matter... U let me down .. Once again :( It just sucks u cant see this
On a better note Doms coming home tomorrow! ... good fun
and we won in softball today .... WHOOP WHOOPP!!!! Good game Gals!!!!
<3 tina
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[06 Mar 2005|07:00pm] |
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Only like 4 pictures but ... Ohh well
( Friday ... )
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[27 Feb 2005|11:30am] |
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I Miss Nani :(
 I never knew how much this would hurt without u here......I hate that u left and i cant meet u in the kitchen anymore for midnight talks and food
 Even in cali. i didnt think i would miss u this much .... when i left i didnt even tell u how muhc i love u or anything....
I guess in the end u'll come back and ill have to spend every moment with u .....I guess ur all grown up now ... and im just here ... lost....
Dont forget Ohana... xoxoxo
all i want u to no is ur missed... ALOT..
</3 tina
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[23 Feb 2005|06:13pm] |
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Pictures for foreverness.......
Enjoy
( la la la )
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[16 Feb 2005|08:09pm] |
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 WOW i love this ... i was talking to mel and told her how Great the sunset was and how cool it all looked......hahah ME- mel call kev and tell him to come over and kiss u ...Mel: tina ur soo adorable but i dont think he would walk all the way over here lol
<3 tina
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 THANKS MOM .... wow she did everything in her power to try and make me love this day...... thanks dad and mom ... At least u made me smile .... Daddy got the white rose and mom got the white teddy bear ..lol....
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Even tho i hate today it was nice of my pops to get me a white rose.....
yeah so thats the rose thanks daddy... and thats all .. hope everyone has a good day... I HATE TODAY!
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[06 Feb 2005|05:38pm] |
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Pictures from like 7 MILLION years ago..... lol
( HOT )
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[26 Jan 2005|06:30am] |
last night i went to the gym wiht pete and at like 10ish i made him come out wiht me and chill b/c i love him lol....... i had soooooooooo much fun wiht him.... i cant believe we didnt even fight ... it was amazing to see him laugh and smile again... hopefully, my love, i got ur mind off of things ...... hopefully more fun to come white chocolate lol
on the other hand.... have u ever been hurt soo much by someone u never thought could hurt u ?...?..
but u have such good times wiht them and soo much Love for them that even though they hurt u soo much u let it go...... i wish u had never said those words to me... b/c u burnt a hole in my heart as i heard those words that u thought of me .... a hole that will never go away .... even if i want it to ... im hurt in such a way , i dont think u could even understand... i told myslef i would never let people hurt me like that ... i let people in and love them and i get hurt in the end ..... If people say i love u ... why do they always hurt the person they said they loved???.... I dont no just somethign i've been thinking about lately ..... wouldnt we wanna do anyhtign to take away all the pain instend of making the pain for someone u love.... but then again what is love ...... a word that is abused ..... i guess everyone has a different way of looking at love... but its never like a fairy tale and it most likely wont end happly ever after... somehow someway people always get hurt ... and getting hurt doesnt make u stronger it makes u put up blocks to the rest of the world ... b/c one jackass had to fuck it up for u ... idk im just saying .... why say I love u when u dont mean it ... why not tell the person the truth and say i care for u but in the end im going to hurt u or were both going to get hurt....
Can someone pleaseee answer some of my questions ....... .. wtf is this the way life is suppost to be ? hurting people u tell u love??>?>>???
Tina
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[24 Jan 2005|09:35am] |
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Sry i havent updated wiht pictures in a long time ..... but here they are....
TODAYS A SNOW DAY!!!!! I <3 having no school
( smile ......... loads of pictures )
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